Friday, December 10, 2010

Lies as an Extra


Couldn’t I do more than listen?
Shouldn’t I be spending my time in silence?
If all my words are shouted,
would it hurt to whisper?
Lost on falsities my lips wondered,
maybe a whimper of truth leaked
and got hungry.
Scenes dissatisfy my tastes,
I enjoy confusion.
It didn’t make a difference,
when all is cut to illusion.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Religion Philosophy Theories Thoughts


Religion is a personal walk
Philosophy is lost facts
Theory is lonely assumptions
Thoughts are a shot in the dark

Quiet Creek


Is there love to be won?
Am I dancing with an old flame?
Hands cleansed are now ready to get dirty again
Pretending to find the sun
It's only because of you that I smile
Remembering those nights as owls
Wrapped in each others feathers
Ruffling the branches that we keep to a quiet creek.

Oh, Lonely Moon


Oh lonely moon, generous moon,
I’ve been a fool,
When I gazed out my window looking for the sun’s light
I watched it retreat and it gave me fright.
Ignorantly, I thought the only assisting hand was that of the large star
But my life has remained in your presence
I’ve spent so much time looking for that heat
I rest in bed, giving up without some escort to help
You have been there, unselfishly asking for nothing
I never accepted your friendship shafting light on my path
My dreariness shaded my vision of a true companion.

Oh, lonely moon, caring moon,
I apologize for taking your glow for granted
In my darkened days you’re all that lights my way
Your pallor sits with the stars, kindly lifting my spirits
In my lonesome nights you’re the only radiance I see
and I, thoughtlessly, use your glance to search for the sun’s warmth
I took advantage of your shine in my gloom
Your frown steers the course before me
My friend, my pale acquaintance,
You who have listened to my every trouble and never forgot me.
You're the company I needed in the bleak lightless nights but I chased another.

Oh, lonely moon, considerate moon,
Out my window on dreadfully friendless evenings,
when all I wanted was to sense the sun’s luminance.
Before me was a reflection bouncing off the black cold darkness
Your dim shine was vigorously extending a hand in front of me.
Staring me in the face, I never reached out before
My back to you I ran looking for the sun’s embrace
It was you who never asked for a return.

Oh, lonely moon, compassionate moon,
My friend, my guide,
Your sadness echoes in me now
My cold shoulder to you, I left you lonely
My daunting acceptance to your kindness
Your understanding is overwhelming
My self-seeking importance drifts away with your sympathetic view
Forgive me for my apathetic outlook of reality
And know that my time in a lack of light will no longer be spent alone.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

So I’ll Sit


So I’ll sit,
and watch the sun rise
again…
alone again,
and it won’t matter
if its optimistic face smiles,
it doesn’t matter.
It won’t bother me,
if that companioned champion star
stands out at all…
it doesn’t bother me.
I’m almost convinced,
it’ll ascend once again.
For someone else,
maybe,
but,
one morning,
its crown will glare for it’s last time,
and I don't care.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Flashing Scene


The cold harsh light of people’s stares, cause the brim of my hat to be lowered and my steps to move backwards, silently into the sinister background of night. The bulbs burst onto a flashing scene, mocking friends that pester me. In the shadows, that are now my ally, I watch, and I avoid to be seen as I recollect how I got here.
With a deliberate slow flowed step, I blended with the blistering gloom to follow a couple to be hunted. Down a narrow park path, a scarcely lit way, I stalked behind, watching the lovers from a stance a few yards away. When my heartached-instincts and jealous rage cohere they deceived my idle hand, “I cannot help but follow thy command.”
Leaving the lazy lamp lit lane for dim pastures, the hand-held lovers, strayed from the safety of the gravely trail. In my uncomfortable bleakness, these unknowingly lustful kissers fell into; an uncomfortable position to be stuck, with love and passion in the limbs of the night; but to pick a path such as mine to cross. “What better way to drop victim of the frozen hand of death than in the fiery arms of your love,” I voiced to myself in a misty breath.
A stones throw from my feet they took a seat, as I produced a silent cannon with a barrel as dark as the eyes I preyed with. Using a quiet sneak I placed my leather boot across the unsuspecting fool’s cheek. The crimson glimmered in the moonlight as I dropped the barrel in the breathless woman’s mouth muffling her hesitated scream instantly. While he squirmed in a cowardly way, I clicked a thick noise cocking the pistol’s hammer, nailing him to his footprints. I whispered, “You flee from your lover like no heart was ever involved, you take for granted the touch I’ve missed for so long.” I flicked my free wrist in a downward manner and he replied aptly, with a knee-bent stance he slumped to the ground. I instructed him to crawl and lie next to his terrified prize. “Kiss her,” I insisted. His face answered with surprise. “Place your lips upon hers and remain.” Puzzled their stares became and with a repeat of the verse in a more thunderous tone they complied.
With lips pressed, lying breast to breast, I laid the firearm to the back of his head. The look in her upward glancing tearfilled eyes was almost human, a look that seemed to ask me a question, “Why would you end us like this?” So I replied the inquiry loudly and directly to the open air, “If I were ever to be forced to meet my finish there is no other place I would rather be, than in the arms of someone who loved me.” Her fingers dug through his shirt and clutched tighter than their lips kissed, and tighter than the tears that streamed down her face. “I’ll give you to the night,” the last words heard. With a slight squeeze, a recoil kick, and a soundless boom, I placed round from back of his head and on through the back of hers, drilling a hot shell into dirt; I let them spend the remaining seconds in appreciation of a shared heart. Quickly, I disappeared into the frosty dark to avoid a flashing scene.

Arizona Sun


Did I dream
you were a tourist
in the Arizona sun?

Was it for that,
I thought we had a date
in two years time?

Was I awake
When the earthquake
rose up around me?

Did I fall asleep
As the sunlight died,
tired of waiting?